Reminiscing, Pt. 2

I wouldn't wish this pain on my worst enemy You know what you did to me Gave up when I gave you everything Fighting for us while you retreat I love the sweet melodies That you'd always sing to me You walked away Without letting go of me Dragging me everywhere, anywhere Anything I can do to get you out my hair You made a promise Baby, you swear This be forever I know you still care So I'm passing by if you wanna see me for once I'm feeling down due to lack of feelings Hate I had to lose you to find yourself Why'd I have to lose a piece of myself? See something's always missing And I keep on reminiscing Something's always missing, no Oh I did the work, now what? It's fucking up my trust With people that I love Lord, I've had enough You may think that I'm tough But I'm reaching towards giving up, Lord Why the same ole stuff, Lord? Clear to say I'm stuck, Lord Why do I feel I fucked up, Lord? Not to say I don't love him still Let's be real It's gon' take a while till my feelings chill (Passing by if you wanna see me) Oh, oh So I'm passing through if you wanna see me for once I'm feeling down due to lack of feelings Hate I had to lose you to find yourself though Why'd I have to lose a piece of myself? See something's always missing And I keep on reminiscing, oh Something's always missing And I keep on, keep on