i love you jailbird

Man why you scare me like that Get over here girl Uh Nothin sobered me up like seeing cuffs on yo wrist Seeing what all my critiques of yo life created The monster they now taking back to jail has somehow faded It's when I noticed the true power of these words I play with I spoke into existence yo home Let there be no respect And poof there it goes Now you covered in lies Body exposed While I'm here sheltered from cold And got the nerve to lay in bed while you gone Knowing you made it up I ain't did nothing for our home But claimed you made it up I'm in spiritual bondage All while you physically bound But if I turn myself in too What that mean for our child He's only 2 But comprehends that his dad can be foul And we both know who he'll become If I'm only around In 20 minutes He'll be up and start roaming around I'll tell him mommy's still asleep So don't bother her now Daddy's not crying I was out in the rain for awhile No we not looking for nothin son We just staring at clouds