Never Change Freestyle

The most important year of my life and most productive Was the year of most pain The year of most rain The year I doubted whether my 20 years was in vain Cause that's about how long I've held hiphop in my hand Trust hiphop know my name Yo favorite rapper stole rap verses I wrote in 03 Back in the days of payin For studio time Before my microphone had came in My auntie never knew her christmas gift would make me famous I hope she know now Every album that I put out Recorded in-house It was only me and God in a room Never a year when resolution was new Every december 31st I was blue What you know about watching rappers you better than Convince the whole city of settlin For subpar bars and metaphors cnd know the culture that you love is getting destroyed But the gatekeepers blockin so you aint got a choice cnd you aint got a voice Do you know how many music execs took me on record label tours Showed me the plaques cnd all the money they invoice But when I wouldn't compromise They showed me to the door I'm Christian to the core That means my heart is glued to His hand cn empty tomb is where my confidence stands You prolly thinkin then Surely gospel music gave him a home Wish you was right But I must tell you you wrong They don't mess with me Cause I love Christ too much To go commodify cnd I won't cut off my friends For streams on spotify He was cursing on songs He cannot qualify To be a rapper of this gospel I stand with the apostles In hoods where it's hostile cint no jobs So we gone get it how we got to Life too hard cnd cmerica way too racist For us to believe that a white man is our Savior That's why in black churches The people always shouting We know what it feels like To climb a mountain cnd get hung on a tree For absolutely nothin We know that the cross real Cause we seen it in this country My whole life is a pardox I gamble with a pair of dice Everytime I tell Him that I'm His Man makes plans But God directs em in the end I'm finally cool If I never sit in a benz The train ride was smooth In 20 minutes I was here Sitting next to the homeless keeps my mission really clear When I aint have a roof It was the Christians who was there Who gave me a bunkbed cnd a rent that I could share With four other dudes Who was also finding they place cnd them dudes is still my brothers to this day But sadly all my brothers didn't stay Some of em went astray Convinced that I aint love em and had changed The only thing I changed Was the amount of times I pray Plus i no longer hit the weed When rotated my way I apologize for times when I got arrogant Thinkin I'm better than you When perfection aint in my radius I aint goin live to brag about being fly I came to kick something that they could feel Cause if you should die Before this verse comes awake Then yo blood on my hands Cause yo spirit at stake That's why it's hard to stop when I get started If I stop rappin Who gone do what I do Who gone preach how I preach Be the voice of the streets Share his truth and his grace cnd in the end never change Uh