Love V. Lust

Fell in love getting lost in that weed smoke Takes away reality, my pain floats It gives me happiness, that's all i know Love me with your caution, I'm the type to blow Yeah I've been that type of guy To cover truth with my lies.. To love you without shutting my eyes While I fool myself thinking that our love would survive Cant be happy for a minute, my mind on a fidget.. Spinning into disaster I breakdown like broadcasters Cloudy with a chance of a heavy rainfall I'm shattered Emotionless, nothing would ever get me more happier Than being with my babe Mary Jane man I'm so damn proud of her Erasing all my problems and gets me slumped on the furniture Making sure I'm eating I'm craving food like a carnivore Sometimes gets me mad like policemen from outta Baltimore I never wanted to be that heartbreak kid I never wanted to jump into something fast and not have it last forever I just want something real And smoking this takes me into a place where I can feel and believe that the love you claim you giving me is real Fell in love getting lost in that weed smoke Takes away reality, my pain floats It gives me happiness, that's all i know Love me with your caution, I'm the type to blow Yeah I've been that type of guy To cover truth with my lies.. To love you without shutting my eyes While I fool myself thinking that our love would survive Its crazy, its just crazy like I need this gas to feel like more of a man Without it I feel empty, feel exhausted And it hurts whenever I try to love somebody i start getting nauseous Finding excuses to leave before it go any further because I'm scared Scared of commitment It's something I personally criticize myself on asking myself "why" Why I haven't found myself yet? Why do I lust more over things more than love? Why?