I will no longer trust you

It's depressing that I can no longer trust, someone I should be able to, someone I must You were supposed to be my protector, someone To make me feel safe and secure, but I never felt That in your home, only cold walls and silence alone You bullied and mocked me throughout my youth Spilled my secrets that weren't yours to use Turned against me out of spite, then pretended Everything was alright What kind of mother would do that? Tear me down, then take it back? I will no longer trust you, I see through your lies The cycle you spin, the look in your eyes You break me down, then pull me close, like love's A weapon, like pain's what you know I will no longer trust you, I've learned too well, your Kindness is fleeting, your love is a spell I knew your twisted ways, your trap, a game to lure Me right back Let me heal, let me believe, only to tear the ground Beneath me It always confused me why you played, a mother's Love turned into a blade I will no longer trust you, I see through your lies The cycle you spin, the look in your eyes You break me down, then pull me close, like love's A weapon, like pain's what you know I will no longer trust you, I've learned too well, your Kindness is fleeting, your love is a spell But it taught me something, clear as day, I don't want To be like you in any way I won't wound others like you wounded me, I'll break This chain, I will be free No more whispers, no more games, I walk away Won't feel ashamed You can call me cold, you can play your part, but You'll never again hold my heart I will no longer trust you, I see through your lies The cycle you spin, the look in your eyes You break me down, then pull me close, like love's A weapon, like pain's what you know I will no longer trust you, I've learned too well Your kindness is fleeting, your love is a spell I will no longer trust you, no more wounds No more cries I'll carry my scars, but I'll leave you behind This is the last time-I Reclaim what's mine I will no longer trust you, no more wounds No more cries I'll carry my scars, but I'll leave you behind This is the last time-I Reclaim what's mine.