I'm a living nightmare

I wear the scars no one can see Echoes of words that still haunt me Taught to believe love is a lie, now I'm The storm I try to hide I pushed away the hands that heal, afraid Their touch is not real A fragile heart, wrapped in thorns, waging Wars I've always worn Every shadow whispers my shame, every Kindness feels like a game I see their love, but I can't trust, trapped in The ashes of what once was I'm a living nightmare, running from a light Chained to the darkness, losing the fight Can't see their love, though it's always there I'm lost in the echoes, trapped in despair But maybe one day, I'll break this curse Find the strength to believe I'm worth More than a living nightmare I see their smiles, feel their care, but The voices tell me I don't belong there A burden I fear, a weight I bring, I silence My cries, afraid to cling Self-sabotage, the game I play, destroying Good things before they stay But deep inside, a spark remains, a hope To escape these rusted chains I long to trust, to feel their grace, to See love's truth in every face But these walls I've built keep them out A fortress of fear, a tower of doubt I'm a living nightmare, running from the light Chained to the darkness, losing the fight Can't see their love, though it's always there I'm lost in the echoes, trapped in despair But maybe on day, I'll break this curse, find The strength to believe I'm worth More than a living nightmare I long to trust, to feel their grace, to See love's truth in every face But these walls I've built to keep them out A fortress of fear, a tower of doubt I'm a living nightmare, but I'll find the light I'll break the chains; I'll win this fight I'll see their love, it's always there, no Longer lost in the depths of despair One day I'll rise, I'll break this curse I'll learn to believe I'm worth More than a living nightmare I'm more than a nightmare, I'll Find my way To see their love, and let it stay.