I'm nothing but a problem

I've learned to keep my voice so low, to walk unseen To just let go No one listens, no one stays, they turn away when I try To say I'm sorry for the way I am, for being quiet For being bland For never being strong enough, for breaking down when Life got tough I'm nothing but a problem, a weight to bear, a silent ghost Fading into thin air No one wants me, no one stays, so I lock my heart and hide away I'm nothing but a problem, I take too much space, so I vanish Without a single trace I learned to serve, to bear the strain, to wipe their tears While hiding my pain I held their hands, I took their fall, but when I cried No one heard at all Every time I stood my ground, I was the burden I let them down I fought for them, but not for me, and they let me break So easily I'm nothing but a problem, a weight to bear, a silent Ghost fading into thin air No one wants me, no one stays, so I lock my heart and Hide away I'm nothing but a problem, I take too much space, so I vanish without a single trace They said be quiet, they said obey, they never wanted me Anyway I tried to bend, I tried to be, the perfect ghost They wanted from me But maybe I was never wrong, maybe I've been strong All along If being me is such a crime, then I won't beg for love This time I'm not just a problem, I am still here, no longer fading No longer in fear You don't want me, you never tried, but I won't drown In what you decide I'm not just a problem, I take up space, and I won't Vanish, I won't erase I won't be silent, I won't pretend, this is not where my Story ends I may be broken, I may be scarred, but I refuse to Be discarded I won't be silent, I won't pretend, this is not where my Story ends I may be broken, I may be scarred, but I refuse to Be discarded.