My Secret Suicide

In shadows deep where no light gleams I hide the scars of silent screams A smile worn thin, a fragile guise, concealing Pain behind my eyes They see the surface, never the storm, a soul That's tired, a heart that's torn Whispers echo in the night, a battle waged Without a light My secret suicide, a story untold, wrapped In silence, darkness unfolds I'm screaming out but no one hears, drowning In a sea of tears My secret suicide, lost inside, fighting shadows I cannot confide I walk among them, unseen, alone, a ghostly Figure, skin and bone They laugh, they talk, they carry on, while My spirit fades before the dawn Invisible chains bind me tight, holding back The will to fight I reach for help, but words envade, lost within The mess I've made My secret suicide, a story untold, wrapped In silence, darkness unfolds I'm screaming out but no one hears, drowning In a sea of tears My secret suicide, lost inside, fighting shadows I cannot confide Can you see beyond the facade? Can you feel the weight I guard? In the depths, I'm yearning still, for a hand to reach A heart to fill Echos of hope begin to rise, piercing through The cold disguise Maybe tomorrow, light will shine, breaking Through this heart of mine My secret suicide, a story untold, wrapped In silence, darkness unfolds I'm screaming out but no one hears, drowning In a sea of tears My secret suicide, lost inside, fighting shadows I cannot confide The dawn breaks slowly, colors bloom, chasing Shadows from the room My secret suicide, laid to rest, a new heartbeat within My chest.