Out of place

I see the world through a Shadowed lens Where others find connections, I See loose ends Laughter shared, invitations in Hand I'm left watching, alone where I Stand They move with ease, their Steps so sure While I mimic their ways, unsure And obscure Afraid to speak, afraid to try For every word feels like a Reason to cry I'm out of place, in a world so Fast Struggling to keep up, but I Never last No patience, No chance, no Guiding light Just a lonely heart in the Endless night I've tried to belong, to Understand But society slips like sand Through my hands They tell me to learn, to simply Adapt But my questions are met with Silence, trapped I've said before"Please help me see" Yet their patience runs thin, no Space for me Every wrong word, every Misplaced cue Pushes me further from Breaking through I long for kindness, a gentle Guide But all I've found is a world that Divides I'm out of place, in a world so Fast Struggling to keep up, but I Never last No patience, no chance, no Guiding light Just a lonely heart in the Endless night I've tried to belong, to Understand But society slips like sand Through my hands So, I step away, I build my shield A world of my own, where I can Heal I won't keep chasing what's Never there A place in society that doesn't Care You see my flaws, but not my Fight The way I stumble searching for Light I won't keep bending to fit your Mold I'll find my path, I'll be bold I'm out of place, but I'll find my Way Through the darkness, I'll make My day No patience, no chance, but I'll Survive A lonely heart, but still alive I've tried to belong, to Understand But I'll build a life with my own Hands They tell me to learn, to simply Adapt But my questions are met with Silence, trapped In my own world, I'll make my stand A life of peace, built by my hand.