Where were you

I feel the weight of the world pressing down, Begging not to let this time break me now. I gave my all, I fought to survive, I hope You see how hard I've tried. These thoughts in my mind tear me apart, a Battlefield raging deep in my heart. Beneath my skin, a war takes its toll, a bloody Struggle that's claimed my soul. These thoughts in my mind tear me apart, a Battlefield raging deep in my heart. Beneath my skin, a war takes its toll, a bloody Struggle that's claimed my soul. Where were you when I was drowning in pain? Did my suffering drive you away again? Where were you when I screamed for your hand, Left in the darkness, unable to stand? Why weren't you there when fear took hold? When I cried for help, for warmth from the cold? To you, I was a shadow, a ghost unseen, a fading Figure lost in a broken dream. Where were you when I was drowning in pain? Did my suffering drive you away again? Where were you when I screamed for your hand, Left in the darkness, unable to stand? In the shadows, I screamed, my heart undone, a Shattered soul abandoned by everyone. You turned away, silent and proud, as my cries Fell to pieces, lost in the crowd. You looked at me, but never through, blind to The war I was fighting for you. Now I'm rising, no thanks to you, from the ashes Of the pain, I once knew. Where were you when I was drowning in pain? Did my suffering drive you away again? Where were you when I screamed for your hand, Left in the darkness, unable to stand? But I'm stronger now, I'll rise from the dust, I'll find my way, no longer unjust. You were my shadow, my silent despair, but I've Learned to stand, no longer care. The weight has lifted, my war is done, I've found My light-I've finally won. In the shadows, I screamed my heart undone, a Shattered soul abandoned by everyone. You turned away, silent and proud, As my cries fell to pieces, lost in the crowd.