SLEEP PARALYSIS

I don't wanna go to bed Yeah, yeah Yeah, the nights are full of dread Oh, no Chew my pillow into shreds Yeah, yeah Feel them wrap around my neck Oh, no I don't wanna go to bed! Yeah, yeah Yeah, the nights are full of dread Oh, no Chew my pillow into shreds Yeah, yeah Feel them wrap around my neck Oh, no, oh, no I feel them wrap around my neck again Can't breathe, can't sleep, just panickin' When the light turns dark, like Anakin I'd give a arm for some peace and my sanity Reach out and grab it if I'm not tossin' and turnin' I am frozen in place Wake up in a puddle full of sweat Cold shakes I don't sleep anymore I take wide-eyed power naps Wonder why my sandman got a hourglass The time still escapes on its own I can't help but wonder why These things always fall I got my pillow full of cash Ash tray full of hope I lose myself inside each drag 'Til I'm nothin' but gone I don't wanna go to bed! Yeah, yeah Yeah, the nights are full of dread Oh, no Chew my pillow into shreds Yeah, yeah Feel them wrap around my neck Oh, no, oh, no I feel the pressure in my head again Build into a migraine Pass me that Excedrin for mitigatin' my pain But if it ain't helpin' then I'm in the bed again Shit, it better get better 'fore it gets worse I work 'til the pressure get too much to handle Too frustrated to just cool out and hang home I brush the pavement when I lay low Head up in the clouds I'm just held up in my house Tryin' to stay sane, so Back seat full of all my demons Trunk 'bout popped Hit the lock for no reason Shirt torn up from the mob Tryna get ahold of my heart rate Steadyin' my breathing I fell victim to self-isolation With no alleviation in sight It's every night now Can it not go away? I've been prayin' But I think that I'm losin' the fight I can't even close my eyes in the mornin' The sunlight burns and my cornea glows Pullin' every shade down in the house 'Til the house comes down And I die, like how everyday goes But, how am I to lie to myself anymore When I see every truth out the window and cry? It's a lonely existence inside of my mind And I can't get a grip So I'm wonderin', why? Oh, oh I don't wanna go to bed! Yeah, yeah Yeah, the nights are full of dread Oh, no Chew my pillow into shreds Yeah, yeah Feel them wrap around my neck Oh, no, oh, no