Killing Life For Years

You know I've been killing life for years Never even know that the cost was tears, I missed it I tried my best to hide away I tried my best to find a way, for you to go on I've been searching all my life I was searching for the lie I even tried to find by killing myself to live This is my last goodbye my friend I did not see what's going on I did not see the things gone wrong, I think it's gone I'm trying to understand my life Trying hard to find the song, in the distance I've been searching all my life I was searching for the light I even tried to find by killing myself to live This is my last goodbye my friend I'm trying to color all the grays I'm trying to purify the light with the truth You know I've been killing life for years By killing myself to live My last goodbye I've been searching all my life I was searching for the light I even tried to find by killing myself to live This is my last goodbye my friend I've been searching all my life I was searching for the light I even tried to find by killing myself to live This is my last goodbye my friend I even tried to find by killing myself to live This is my last goodbye my friend