Chemical Warfare

Easy to see, I've become the part of you, the one always criticizing things I do, the voice in my head that I can't erase and when I close my eyes it manipulates Structures broken by the chains so I'll disappear now without a trace, the frail system you infected will be the one that I lay to waste Cut myself open while I cut you down and push you away So sick of beating myself up then saying I'll be okay Give me more medicine, numb all the pain until my heart stops beating Hits me so low now It's chemical warfare You never fight fair Is it so wrong no I'll never fight fair I know you don't care It's chemical warfare Watch me escape, now I know I've fallen through, ripping you apart till I know the truth, breaking down the walls that you held within and without them now I can start again Times up so I'll pull the pin like it's ash to ashes, dust to dust, final countdown, brace the fallout, my ascension, you're out of luck Cut myself open while I cut you down and push you away So sick of beating myself up then saying I'll be okay Give me more medicine, numb all the pain until my heart stops beating And you know now I've got nothing left to give Why can't you just leave me alone I'm losing control now All I see is red within Now I know I'm gonna explode