Used to Be

Back then I was down on my luck These days, things are looking up So far from all the things I used to be, I used to be Back then I was down on my luck These days, things are looking up So far from all the things I used to be, I used to be It is Censa who is calling Get a sense of who is falling Cause birds tend to fall off And fly back up Yet they always end up stalling And you always end up crawling And they always think they balling Solution clearer than a drawing Used to be just me The best me I could be Never was scared And Never had to flee Never really cared What people thought of me Now the voices in my head are A Mental health decree Am I improving as a person Or just staying the same? Used to treat life like a verse in a song Or a silly game Grew up with my music Not just for the fame Matured with my life too Still treat it like a game Cause friends end of gone Like debris Still tryna figure out What they mean to me Man, used to live life so Loose and Free and now I'm tryna figure out who I used to be Back then I was down on my luck These days, things are looking up So far from all the things I used to be, I used to be Back then I was down on my luck These days, things are looking up So far from all the things I used to be, I used to be Never thought I'd be here again My old house The fun but the fear again My old doubts It's like they're all near again My old shouts It's like I can hear again My old self I never would have thought I'm left alone with my thoughts Please can I not My brain begins to rot My memory is fadin' The curtains start to close Thinkin' bout the old Aidan Personality disposed I think I'm going crazy I feel like I'm insane My mind is pretty hazy Gotta stay in lane My life is pretty lazy Like I'm a bored game My life is pretty crazy And so is my name I'm so far from all the things I left behind A stone heart, I gotta wing So I'm still fly I'm so far from all the things I left behind A stone heart, I gotta wing I look up to the sky (ya) Back then I was down on my luck These days, things are looking up So far from all the things I used to be, I used to be Back then I was down on my luck These days, things are looking up So far from all the things I used to be, I used to be