Medicate (feat. Tucker Clements)

How can I sleep without the warmth of your presence? Have mercy on me and put my mind to sleep Tossing and turning From freezing to burning Stuck hugging my knees while my stomach is churning I know you're not here You're not supposed to let me suffer If your love is enough, why do I long for another? Seasons change, but I'll remain the same Can I disappear? Can I reanimate? Selling artificial harmony to a catastrophic cacophony God, where are you? I'll stretch my arms out and call your name Lord, I'll believe, I promise if You take away the pain I'm calling out your name Lord, I'll believe, I promise if You take away the pain The need to love, the need to spill the blood that runs that lets me feel The need for drugs, the need for pills The lust for sex that never heals I only want to feel alive