The Hardest Time

Waking up again Waking up again to Your Good oxygen It's gotta be heaven sent, but I've Started to slip, my soul is losing its grip My feet were carrying Something that I forget, but I've Been trying, trying Ever since I was a kid But I feel like I'm trying Trying harder than the rest Wondering why they don't seem to struggle like this But maybe it just comes easier to them Do I do it to myself? Have I given up already? Did You find somebody else? Well tell me Why do I feel so alone When I know that You gave me everything I need When I couldn't find my way You came for me I go out of my mind every time I see Every big and little thing You do Every day for me I know You're good And I don't wanna go I've never understood Even though I know Your heart is mine So why does it feel like I'm having the hardest time Running 'round in Running 'round in circular motions 'Cause I don't know if this is openness Or broken emotions And hiding portions of the story From You is forcing my Airway to close I need to let it go Do I do it to myself? Have I given up already? Did You find somebody else? Well tell me Why do I feel so alone When I know that You gave me everything I need When I couldn't find my way You came for me I go out of my mind every time I see Every big and little thing You do Every day for me I know You're good And I don't wanna go I've never understood Even though I know Your heart is mine So why does it feel like I'm having the hardest time Kinda wanna say it like I get it And I wanna know how to explain it To the ones who would ever let go So show You're close Like I know You hold me Kinda wanna say it like I get it And I wanna know how to explain it To the ones who would ever let go So show You're close, I know I know that You gave me everything I need When I couldn't find my way You came for me And I go out of my mind every time I see Everything You do for me 'Cause I know that You gave me everything I need When I couldn't find my way You came for me And I go out of my mind every time I see Every big and little thing You do Every day for me I know You're good And I don't wanna go I've never understood Even though I know Your heart is kind So why does it feel like I'm having the hardest time? Your heart is mine So why does it feel like I'm having the hardest time Waking up again Waking up again to You