Am I Dead Yet?

Losing all control I'm in a panic got the shakes Guess I gotta ride it out I know I'll never find escape Like a fist into my stomach I start puking in a daze Now my heart is fucking jumping am I gonna be okay Am I dead yet? I fall in the trap my mind has made I wanna break away Never gonna take myself outside the silence til I feel the sane But I'm never feelin shit I'm losing grip On my damn brain But I don't wanna feel the shit cause when I feel I'm in the drain Goin deep in the grief Break myself inside gotta feed My inner beast No more peace I don't wanna hide So I make the enemy the remedy Never get ahead of me They clever with the energy To steady get the best of me Am I dead yet? Yuh Tell me am I dead? Am I dead yet? Yuh Tell me am I dead? Is it all up in my head am I a victim to the dread? Am I dead yet? Yuh Tell me am I dead? Yuh Yuh Tell me am I dead Is it all up in my head Am I a victim to the dread Never gonna know why I start fading Then I turn into a mess Maybe I been goin crazy I don't know why I'm such a wreck Yuh Tell me am I dead yet I barely see I'm fading need a headrest Now I'm falling to my knees I'm losing my breathe Now I really feel deceased So am I dead yet Am I dead yet