Painkiller

Yes I breathe, alive in physical ways All the precepts now I betray At least I'll stop to fail So come and blame me Taking pills, I feel so high It feels so well, this can't be a lie Need to slow this, cause I can't control this pain inside Need to end this, cause I can't content this pain inside Next take, the tokens are lost, robbed away Been pressured by everyday's weight Encouragements can not lame This process is through A smile longs at least for a while It fakes uncertainty Those pills can let me be So I'll laugh till the end Taking pills, I feel so high It feels so well, this can't be a lie Need to slow this, cause I can't control this pain inside Need to end this, cause I can't content this pain inside For all mistakes I made For every time I lied For all the things I failed For all this pain inside of me Cause I rape myself