Stigmata

Look at me I'm so fucking less than anything you see I disagree with all these words they say about me This pain it's real It's like the only thing I'll ever really feel But finally Something's coming alive in me as I start to bleed Don't dare look at me so misty-eyed Cause I am strong enough These wounds are ripped open once in a while But I've enough blood So here I am Surrounded by all this shit that I can't stand I dig my hole And crawl inside to the world I can control My body and soul are longing for the bliss I can offer to myself Oh I feel well Cause I know that I succeed in the moment I start to bleed Don't dare look at me so misty-eyed Cause I am strong enough These wounds are ripped open once in a while But I've enough blood I can't bleed out I won't bleed out I can't bleed out I can't bleed I can't bleed out I won't bleed out I can't bleed out I'll never bleed out I can not be killed as long it's not my will That's how I keep control over me, my body and soul My soul Don't dare look at me so misty-eyed Cause I am strong enough These wounds are ripped open once in a while But I've enough blood