Am I Your Target?

Am I your target? I want you to know That I've been alone In my darkest night Is this my casket? There's a hole That waits for me in this dry meadow I'm trying to speak I'm trying to live I'm trying to breathe I'm trying to sing Pretending I'm here I'm trying to take me back Every day and night I'm here in this shiny place but I can't see the light And I know why I'm so lost Everything is grey 'cause my eyes are blind without you Am I your regret? I want you to know That I've been gone In my darkest side Hope is a blanket but I can see a hole A sign of that crap That comes from your wisdom I'm trying to scream I'm trying to live I'm trying to breathe I'm trying to rip The memory of me I'm trying to take me back Every day and night I'm here in this shiny place but I can't see the light And I know why I'm so lost Everything is grey 'cause my eyes are blind without you I feel your lifeless eyes on me I won't turn around I'm sorry but that time has passed That time has passed That time has passed