Family can save him

I fell into depression so of course i got a lil distant But the family always first so of course I really miss them I'm knowing how it sounds but you shoulda never sent it Now she mixing up my lyrics got me in her mentions And Aint no hate towards y'all so I promise ain't no dissing Cant even go talk about it cause we built up this tension They thinking that I'm joking but this lean I'm really sipping All this pain inside my heart but they think I'm just pretending The school seen yo tiktok now everybody knows I'm simping They be making fun of me i be trying not to listen I don't post nothing no more because i don't want no attention Conversation with god feel like he the only one who listen Gotta fight these demons so i can live to see eighteen Grew up in that trailer house on wendell street Use to hate the sight of blood now i love to bleed Shoulda been your ride or die yeah your loyal steed Came into this world alone so probably gonna die alone Wishing you would hit my phone i know it will not happen though Drugs finna be the reason i'm up on a grave stone I can feel that real soon ill be gone bro Feeling like my mom i see some drugs I'm gonna take em All these demons in my head there's no way i can shake em Promise that i love y'all swear to god i ain't faking But to them i'm probably looking like i'm satin Fell into deep Nobody can save him Demons lil child But the Christians had raised him Born to die alone