Drown

I can't keep my head above the water I can tell that I'm about to drown I can tell my mind is countin down So if you haven't found it out, I know I can't let it sink in Even though I'm drownin in the deep end Even though I know I got my reasons I been treadin water to survive, I might stay alive if I know I can't let it sink in Even though I'm drownin in the deep end I can't even drown out what I'm thinkin I think it's too late for hope I can tell I don't have it in me to stay afloat Sink or swim If you think I got it that's ironic think again I can't let this fuckin water swallow me again I'm not on the street but something's wrong with me again No need for a bottle when that's all I keep it in I don't need another round again Why would I sip it when that's what I'm drownin in Look what they found me in I think I'm In too deep to be saved Didn't sleep for three days In a week I'll meet fate Incomplete I need faith Underwater like a baptism, if I act different, then I'm back in it I gave everything I had swimmin, now my back stiff, and I got bad vision I can't see the shit in front of me All I wanted was ya company I can't bring it to the surface Knowin that's what I been underneath I can't keep my head above the water I can tell that I'm about to drown I can tell my mind is countin down So if you haven't found it out, I know I can't let it sink in Even though I'm drownin in the deep end Even though I know I got my reasons I been treadin water to survive, I might stay alive if I know I can't let it sink in Even though I'm drownin in the deep end I can't even drown out what I'm thinkin I think it's too late for hope I can tell I don't have it in me to stay afloat I'm watered down Treadin isn't worth it I give up I wanna drown No one came to help me I been lookin all around Pushed em all away so now I'm tryna block it it out Just so I can think I'm not the fuckin problem now I can't do it by myself All I do is cry for help I know you and I can tell that I'm not calm enough to relax I'm not strong enough relapse Or live long enough to keep track Of all these thoughts I love to bring back, hold up I can't go outside I stay to myself, they can tell I'm supposed to die I don't take it well I been drownin in my blood Cuz I know a blade can help I don't need you to feel sorry I need you to save yourself