Ignoired

I can't be ignored That's a luxury I can't afford What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn 24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be Ignored That's a luxury I can't afford What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn 24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be Left on read, I'm a fuckin wreck like I turned Left on red, pushin y'all away until I'm Left for dead I ain't pickin up the phone now Leave a message at the tone now I just wanna be alone now Why would I let someone take the blame for what I do to myself I don't want anyone thinkin somethin they could do would've helped That's the reason that I'm missin calls I don't think that you should get involved Let me go so I can end it all, wait I can't open up it's risky Nothin you can do can fix me When you call I say I'm busy You don't care enough to miss me Terrified of being happy I don't think that I deserve it Tell my Mama not to bury me So I can feel like I earned it I can't fight these urges I don't think it's worth it Why would I be searchin for a Reason to live and cut like a surgeon What I'm thinkin is somethin that I cant hold off It won't matter if I turn my phone off knowin I can't be ignored That's a luxury I can't afford What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn 24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be Ignored That's a luxury I can't afford What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn 24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be Numb as f*ck to everything I feel Blunt as f*ck I never keep it real Something's up I'll sum it up forreal I'm not holdin up enough forreal I'm not blowin up enough to chill No one thinks I'm worth a fuckin deal I can't get my numbers up forreal I'm not havin fun enough forreal I give up I done enough forreal I don't know what else to do I put my life on the line Just to find out that I won't be shit without you Maybe it's better to die It's what I never could hide Every OG got a key Why won't they let us inside I didn't know what to think of it So I let go of my pride All I wanted was a chance Nothin got better with time When I started they were so for it There were telling me to go for it Til I went and hit the stage Now I got nothin to show for it I used to pay for the plays Just to pretend that you gave a f*ck Maybe you weren't entertained enough Maybe I didn't engage enough Look at the time this is takin up I'll simmer down I complained enough I don't wanna lose this dream So I refuse to be Ignored That's a luxury I can't afford What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn 24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be Ignored That's a luxury I can't afford What's it for, I can't get away with what I'm thinkin Anymore, I can't talk bout hours until I turn 24, I know I'm adored but I just wanna be