Open My Senses

Lookin where I am damn man I ain't plan this shit Nor had I known my shit could've blown like this But being on my own I've learned in this lonely cold world You gotta own your own world for it's for someone else Maybe who I am's a big lie I've been told all my life all Just to keep me in line well I'm sick of it Cuz being on my own I've learned how to form my own world And how to build my own roads and I'm lovin' it Sundays Monday Wednesday Fries Always with the same damn shit, are you with it We could catch a freeway Make'm do shit our way Ain't no need to fear damn man I'm your right hand man, just gotta Open up your sense a bit more Go on in give it a tour Don't forget to close the door Cuz you know man This world wasn't made for the two of our voices So what's your choice man But Ma and Pa, what about them What will the kids at school say And I can't feel myself, numb But it's a pain I can't tame Cuz lately I've been making myself feel offish offish All this pressure keeping me exhausted 'xhausted What if I lose at this game It would have been what for If I can't feed myself, scum Can't live this life to die poor Cuz lately I've been making myself feel offish offish All this pressure keeping me exhausted 'xhausted Just tryna open up my senses Just tryna open up my senses Cuz all this shit just makes no sense man Its all just making me a mess yah Where to start I remember back when things were simple used to fantasize about all the dreams I was told to hope for But now I'm older and those dreams are just getting colder Trying to figure out how to cope what with all of this pressure Trying to figure out how to open up all these senses To find out what I was really destined to do And it seems like everyday that passes the grass keeps losing its color And all that's left is a mind that's deserted of any pleasure So there's comes a time in every life when all the shit just fuels the climb to reach a height that defines the times and nothing else is worth a dime Up all night and work all day until my shadows fade away I can't complain cuz I know right now all my dreams are worth the pain I open up my senses despite all the consequences Cuz I can't f*ck with the world knowing all my efforts are senseless, respect this Cuz I'm tired of feeling helpless, I'm tired of being jealous I'm tired of holding on to these strings keeping me restless I can feel it in my heart, see it pulsing through my veins If it weren't for these heavy chains, ain't no telling how far I'd reign Disrespect me all you want to but Imma do things my way And for all y'all haters out there just I don't give a f*ck And I test you to hurt my pride cuz I swear till the day that I die I've got nothing to fucking hide cuz I God on my side Now if you kindly would step aside, I've got hella miles to climb Cuz at this point in my life you've gotta just let me shine Yeah Just let me shine Yuh Cuz I just gotta shine