Been Before

I can't tell you where I've been But I can tell you where I've been before I kept secrets to myself And I ain't never wanna let you know I've been looking for myself But I ain't never wanna let me go, let me go Find another way to cope With all the shit that I ain't letting go They been tryna get them rumors up out of me I tell em to suck my dick Cuz anything I say is not legit Like you was the one in my relationship Tell me how the f*ck I ended up here Doing everything I'm supposed to do Damn I know that shit is overdue I know I'm supposed to blow up like a balloon Huh I put myself in your shoes And for some reason I don't feel the same I would have told you I loved you regardless But I'm just an artist that don't even paint I know what I did was wrong I can't make sense of this Like a game of telephone By the time it got to you That shit didn't make no sense Shit I back stabbed a couple people in my path Hence why I say my bad on these tracks I been telling my mother everything Cuz ain't nobody else gon love me and that's fact I haven't prayed in a minute But I keep on sinning and grinning in niggas faces Can't believe that I'm living like this And I'm sorry I know that I'm nothing but a disgrace I can't tell you where I've been But I can tell you where I've been before I kept secrets to myself And I ain't never wanna let you know I've been looking for myself But I ain't never wanna let me go, let me go Find another way to cope With all the shit that I ain't letting go Yeah I been feeling like, why the f*ck am I accessible Hate the fact it was intentional So who do I blame cuz I'm skeptical So is it you or me? Every time I bleed You say you're proud What the f*ck does that mean Double tap it then you leave me on seen Let me come clean Yeah I don't make songs so you can relate But you got emotions you can't evade I ain't even mad, I been in your place Just stop saying it helps you escape I don't care if you listen to it But lemme see if you can spot the difference So I tell my story and it gets you through shit I'm just making sure I'm livin' though it That's the fucking difference Clear as day I tell my story we don't hear the same and that's a given I needed more than what's left Now I need more than what's missing I'm on the low end If you're looking for me time travel and you'll find me On the ground Cuz I been tripping over everything that's behind me Fallin' down Fallin' down Fallin' down Fallin' down I can't tell you where I've been But I can tell you where I've been before I keep secrets to myself And I ain't ever wanna let you know F*ck I can't tell you where I've been But I can tell you where I've been before F*ck I keep secrets to myself And I ain't ever wanna let you know F*ck Uh I can't tell you where I've been I can't tell you where I've been I can't tell you where I've been I can't tell you where I've been Okay Aye Yeah, aye I can't tell you where I've been But I can tell you where I've been before F*ck I keep secrets to myself And I ain't ever wanna let you know