Helping Hand

Aye What are you watching Okay Fair enough Yeah F*ck Tell me how to make it stop Before I take it where it used to go Either you lose your life Or you could lose your tone Don't make me lose control, the second I finally got it Tell my baby that I got a couple things that I gotta do alone I don't want a helping hand Getcha hands up off me Cuz none of this shit was ever in the plans I don't think she'll understand I wish I knew in advance I wish I knew Cuz if I knew I wouldn't turn into the shit I am Tell me when I stood a chance, let me know The last time I let a nigga help me I found myself Behind a cell I ain't know a nigga that I considered my brother would be The one to tell Then I find out that he told everybody that I was the one that Got to snitching How your arraignment the same day My fingerprints go in the system Who you kidding pulling strings like a kitty kitty But bitch ain't no pussy in me I was pushing and you had pushed me off the edge Right to the feds, you thought I was dead But I got the f*ck up instead And when it's up then it's stuck Only did a couple months Now I gotta make it up I don't need a pick me up You could really get the f*ck Shit Tell me how to make it stop Before I take it where it used to go Either you lose your life Or you could lose your tone Don't make me lose control, the second I finally got it Tell my baby that I got a couple things that I gotta do alone I don't want a helping hand Getcha hands up off me Cuz none of this shit was ever in the plans I don't think she'll understand I wish I knew in advance I wish I knew Cuz if I knew I wouldn't turn into the shit I am Tell me when I stood a chance, let me know I got some pain I ain't letting go Boo who gives a f*ck Get in ya bag Imma zip it up Strong enough to hold my bitch and a grudge, the jig is up So I keep it under lock, I was on the block I was never caught, by the grace of God I don't want a lot, I just wanna stop F*ck, all these homicidal thoughts For example, so and so died, and I did my dance Last time he saw me, he ran That night I fucked up his mans I can't make it any clearer How can I fight these urges A helping hand isn't worth it