Monsoon

In the cold at night My demons and I fight Guess it's back to drinking alone girl I'm on this flight Think I’ll be alright I'm just glad you're out my world I'm out of my mind Don't think I'm doing this right I don't sleep at night no no Might’ve found some light Future looking bright You can reap what you so When it rains it pours I can't keep running back to you Living life so slow No sleep Can't stand a day in my shoes I won't miss yo tattoos I’m on to something new I gotta clear eye-view So overdue I feel brand new Don't need no one feeling bad for me Can't reminisce Shit make it hard to breath Got my life back I'm Just glad I'm free Lost all my time Ain't no healing me I got all these scars While I was lost in the stars You tore us apart But you ain't take my heart no no It ain't foreign to me Rollin a pound a weed Just to clear my thoughts oh I know you crying at night All that we did was fight We ain't see red lights But I'll be fine tonight in my notes I write bout How we coulda been You got under my skin Ran my patience thin Can't help but think about How you make my head spin Just remind myself Stay away from you Gotta remember That I been better off Without you When it rains it pours I can't keep running back to you Living life so slow No sleep Can't stand a day in my shoes I won't miss yo tattoos I’m on to something new I gotta clear eye-view So overdue I feel brand new Lord I ain't feeling right I been crying all day through the night Thoughts in my head I know they ain't right Down the whole bottle Think I'm seeing lights Ain't no end in sight Soloing Backwoods past midnight Fighting these dark thoughts when I write Think with the drugs I'll be alright Alright I'll be alright yeah Can't feel my face Can't remember my nights Embrace the dark You might find some light Could be a star Hoping for moonlight Alright alright I'll go Tonight Believe me when I say I'm fine I got No more energy for the fight Girl you know the way You move ain't right Came in with sharks You know they bite Say our goodbyes And say our goodnights Now I can breathe I can see sunlight Finally free can't believe the hype Feeling right So I might When it rains it pours I can't keep running back to you Living life so slow No sleep Can't stand a day in my shoes I won't miss yo tattoos I’m on to something new I gotta clear eye-view So overdue I feel brand new Finally free can't believe the hype Came in with sharks You know they bite Now I can breathe I can see sunlight Say our goodbyes And say our goodnights Feeling right So I might pick a fight While I'm high as a kite I just wish that could fly Sometimes Sometimes