Chasing Light

It's not always how they say Happy times are day to day I wish I could be like you Too bad I drink poison too I hate smiling when I'm not smiling for real I feel like you see right through me and my sad eyes You always say it's a brand new day But trust me, I don't feel okay Sunlight may spill on my face But my own light I always chase I hate smiling when I'm not smiling for real I feel like you see right through me and my sad eyes You, you see right through me and my sad eyes