Only a Spoonful

I'm down bad again Feel the sunlight on my skin Breath in Now breath out Maybe This could be the end Of this stupid funk I'm in Breath in Now breath out I feel it crawling up in my skin I get a nice high now and then Whats the use if I can't get what I want? Out of this one chance I've got You say there's so much to this life Everything goes the way you'd like It to Is this really what living looks like to you? A 9-5 job cuz You've got bills to pay it's Enough to get by On your own anyway And You say you want a family And that's ok Everyone Needs some happiness In that stage But Consider yourself lucky if you break that mold Is it considered luck to live to grow old? Not to me it's not about quantity but quality Do what you can while you can Cuz Man created your plans Can't you see Through governments and politics What society want you to be Don't take it too seriously Cuz no one makes it out alive From this sick twisted game we call life So please don't blow it Tell them all to go shove it You can try your best to prevent this it'll be tough Trust me I am aware It's just about to happen to me At the age of eighteen At the age of eighteen I thought I'd be set free But man I miss the old me And how things used to be At the age of eighteen I thought I'd be set free But man I miss the old me And how things used to be At the age of eighteen I thought I'd be set free But man I miss the old me And how things used to be At the age of eighteen I thought I'd be set free But man I miss the old me And how things used to be At the age of eighteen I thought I'd be set free But man I miss the old me And how things used to be