Defamatory Fetish

My enthusiasm for the human anatomy Transgresses every ethical conception Bizarre obsession to overcome natural limits Hyperactive psychosis that culminates in sexual acts Redeemed by the presence of dead flesh Knelt down before my wishes forever The ravages provoked by my disability Make me look for an answer in a vegetative state Slowed down decomposition As the pulse of my depraved desire Tanned skins with sickening anatomical rigor Future defamatory objects Ruthless sodomite trophies I have developed my mind deep into sickness Making a vast effort to exceed this moment's perversion Obsessive avidity to fill this emptiness with sadistic joy Can't conceive pleasure without absolute submission I smash that inexpressive face ont he rude concrete Disfiguring it repeatedly with extreme violence 'Till the point I reach an irreversible arousal A terrifying and lecherous gaze is observing me While I ejaculate over dehydrated flesh Letting the last blood drops spill all over my cum-blasted face Channeling my obsession to be loved by someone Tears and self-mutilations Domination of blood over waste The end of my anhedonic state A voracious climax that plunges me again Into the most distressing neurotic depression