i'm bad at dating

So I was writing this song, then I thought about something I had everything done, then I scrapped it I thought about when I started writing The first couple of songs I was like "let me write about love, i know a lot about it" Yeah, right Truth is I haven't got the first clue of what the f*ck Love is I never even felt it, I'm pretty sure That's a lie That's a fucking lie I spent two years Dating my best friend Thing is we weren't Best friends 'Till they became my ex We hated our guts the whole second year The thought of cheating was always here But for them it wasn't only a thought I get it though With the yelling and crying I guess people with mental disorders shouldn't date people with mental disorders Just a thought What I was trying to say before getting sidetracked Was that I wasn't gonna look for The One anymore I know I said that last year Then had a crush on a person with BPD Can't help it Try to be a casual bitch Then I catch feelings Can't help it I'm bad at dating But i swear i'm really loving