Vertigo

Okay I got a couple feelings that aren't too very happy Little issues where I really need a box of tissues Everyone's been mad at me cause honestly I can't control my actions I'm sorry I don't mean to be the way I am I wish I could change But the way that life it's looking It might take some time Hopefully It don't take too long I'll write my thoughts down so I can make a song But the people listening don't really know the meaning They like to listen to the simple jingles A simple instrumental With a couple lines that they can relate too They don't know what I go through I'm just trying to grow up I'm sorry I'm an inconvenience I'll just leave the room now cause you don't really need me I just need some time Please give me some time Let me go Cause I keep fucking up (Just let me go) I don't matter Just Leave me here to rot (Just leave me ) Lost my chance But I'm not giving up (I'm not giving up now ) Hear my voice Now Don't you dare give up (Don't give me up) Sometimes I just want to run away Grab a bottle and just ease the pain If I leave I know you'll be okay I need you and you don't need me I wish these things could just change Pushed too many buttons Didn't know that I would break them And I know that saying sorry doesn't start to crack the surface I honestly don't even know if I have a purpose I'm worthless I know this You told me I was always great at listening Just never thought I'd have to hear you leaving I'm sorry I don't mean to be the way I am This might take some time Let me go Cause I keep fucking up (Just let me go) I don't matter Just Leave me here to rot (Just leave me ) Lost my chance But I'm not giving up (I'm not giving up now ) Hear my voice Now Don't you dare give up (Don't give me up)