BLEED

Maybe I, maybe I Maybe I deserve it I'll be fine, I'll be fine Know that I can force it I'm fighting denial Expel it like bile I smile through gritted teeth How am I supposed to draw the line? When I thought I deserve to bleed My mind's too young to jail But my body's serving time Caught, led them to me Left a breadcrumb trail Always seem to attract the worst ones The smokers, the drinkers The ones who wanna get high Throw back another shot of rum And swallow up the want The need to die I can feel the butterflies melting away Morphing into flies That are feasting upon my rotting heart Maybe I, maybe I Maybe I deserve it I'll be fine, I'll be fine Know that I can force it I'm fighting denial Expel it like bile I smile through gritted teeth How am I supposed to draw the line? When I thought I deserve to bleed Tried to break my habits But you only broke my heart Undid all my progress Now I'm back here at the start The steam it scalds and sears my scars Until all that's left is your name I realize now that it's too late And I won't ever be same Maybe I, maybe I Maybe I deserve it I'll be fine, I'll be fine Know that I can force it I'm fighting denial Expel it like bile I smile through gritted teeth How am I supposed to draw the line? When I thought I deserve to bleed I can feel the butterflies melting away Morphing into flies That are feasting upon my rotting heart I can feel the butterflies melting away Morphing into flies That are feasting upon my rotting heart Maybe I, maybe I Maybe I deserve it I'll be fine, I'll be fine Know that I can force it I'm fighting denial Expel it like bile I smile through gritted teeth How am I supposed to draw the line? When I thought I deserve to bleed Maybe I, maybe I Maybe I deserve it Don't know why, don't know what Don't know how I do it Hold out for a while Keep walking for miles I smile, but it all's in vain How am I supposed to stay alive When I think I deserve to bleed