Hostage (Acapella)

I never saw it coming On the verge of crumbling No places for me to run Each day, you caught me stumbling Finding new ways of numbing To keep my mind from coming undone I know it ain't healthy I know it ain't wise 'Cus in the end, it's my fault That I'm a- Hostage, I'm exhausted Yet I somehow end up getting caught in A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire I'm locked inside my brain Hostage, best be cautious The thought of it makes me nauseous My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I'll last When I'm a hostage to myself Endorphins high on dopamine Feeling like I'm in a movie scene (Am I locked inside a screen?) (Reliving things I've already seen?) Give me just one chance to think Just some time for my brain to sync (Keep my head far from the brink) (I can't see, I can't even blink) No, don't leave me a- Hostage, I'm exhausted Yet I somehow end up getting caught in A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire I'm locked inside my brain Hostage, best be cautious The thought of it makes me nauseous My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I'll last When I'm a hostage to myself Hostage, it's obnoxious Got my brain feeling like garbage Made me think it's my fault, but it's not (I know I'm only your hostage) Hostage, feed the darkness Got me coping over your toxins Made me think it's my fault, but it's not (Oh, treat me like I'm your hostage) Hostage, I'm exhausted Yet I somehow end up getting caught in A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire I'm locked inside my brain Hostage, best be cautious The thought of it makes me nauseous My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I'll last When I'm a hostage to myself Hostage, I'm exhausted Yet I somehow end up getting caught in A crossfire of liars, always down to the wire (Got me stuck, tied up to myself) Hostage, best be cautious The thought of it makes me nauseous My heart beating fast, no tellin' how long I'll last When I'm a hostage to myself