Outside/Inside (feat. Sophia Grinberg)

Locked inside my head This way, I'll be better off instead Of being dead inside I don't recognize Through these eyes What I see in front of me You don't see Count to three No longer me Paranoia's getting higher Chalk it up to being tired You don't understand the hell That I've been living through Is it even worth it to confide in someone Knowing there's a risk So I'll learn to keep the Outside inside And I know that you want me to smile and be okay Push the pain away, just to make you stay See me on the outside laughing I'm having such a wonderful time Some would say that I've been masking Every thought of mine Sure, I'm on the inside screaming I promise you that I'll be fine You don't know the difference between Outside inside Try to pass the time Look for ways to show you that I'm fine Won't cross that line again I know you don't give a f*ck You don't give a shit unless I fall in line Fake a smile, wait awhile Not my style I can't really tell you how I'm feeling Say I'll be fine This problem's mine to deal with Every time I tell you, it's the same thing You just brush me off So I'll keep the outside inside Put me back together Just to tear me apart Can you not the see the stitches That hold together my heart And I know that you want me to act like I'm okay But I'm not okay, so what do I say? See me on the outside laughing I'm having such a wonderful time Some would say that I've been masking Every thought of mine Sure, I'm on the inside screaming I promise you that I'll be fine You don't know the difference between Outside inside See me on the outside laughing I'm having such a wonderful time Some would say that I've been masking Every thought of mine Sure, I'm on the inside screaming I promise you that I'll be fine You don't know the difference between Outside inside