What Do I Say?

Sometimes I wish that feelings couldn't touch me They burn me like fire I lock myself behind a wall of glass and cower I know you're just a liar Ah, I put my heart out, only to get knocked back down Didn't want any trouble Ah, I know that if I say word, I risk our seperation Can't handle confrontation Cell of holding, no one knowing Finding ways to numb the pain Keep me hostage, what's the cost in You and the words that you say You tell me that I fucked it up Hold me down 'cus I'm still here crying Was it wrong when you called it love? Said that you care, now you're out here whining That's just how it is Yeah, it's true I tried my best But I'm locked up in my brain Got a gun aimed straight at my chest So I sit here now Oh, tell me What do I? What do I? What do I? What do I say? Yeah, I know that I can be a little stubborn But, you keep making this harder If you want to show you care, Show that you're there (That you're there) Don't make this a problem 'Cus what am I supposed to do When you won't back off? You say you do this 'cus you love me But I know I know that's bullshit Please tell me (tell me, tell me) Show you fucking care (Ah!) There's only so much that I can take Before I break Cell of holding, no one knowing Finding ways to numb the pain Keep me hostage, what's the cost in You and the words that you say You tell me that I fucked it up Hold me down 'cus I'm still here crying Was it wrong when you called it love? Said that you care, now you're out here whining That's just how it is Yeah, it's true I tried my best But I'm locked up in my brain Got a gun aimed straight at my chest So I sit here now Oh, tell me What do I? What do I? What do I? What do I say? Cell of holding, no one knowing Finding ways to numb the pain I'll find a way (What I do I say?) I'll hide away You tell me that I fucked it up Hold me down 'cus I'm still here crying Was it wrong when you called it love? Said that you care, now you're out here whining That's just how it is Yeah, it's true I tried my best But I'm locked up in my brain Got a gun aimed straight at my chest So I sit here now Oh, tell me What do I? What do I? What do I? What do I say? Tell me how have I fucked it up? Hold me back, punches out here flying If it's wrong, why'd you call it love? Said that you care, you're not even trying! That's just how it is Yeah, it's true I tried my best But I'm locked up in my brain Got a gun aimed straight at my chest So I sit here now Oh, tell me What do I? What do I? What do I? What do I say?