Toxic Characteristics

I overthink almost like, everything I've been going back and forth I ain't ever did that before If I'm honest The thought has been put in a box in my head and stored I'm not ready for Whatever you said this was Reservations I hold cause I'm scared of what Could unfold, if I choose to go there and plus I'm a dog, and I bark, would you dare to trust? Think I need to get neediness out of my system Just feed into "pick me's", then ditch em Would you being with me be different? Or would I get bored and then distant? I got these toxicish characteristics But darling I promise, I swear imma fix it It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that Distracts me, hope you won't distract me I think that, I think I, I think I need time to myself, Time to reflect, and inspect what is felt Why we have sex? Cause I guess that we still feel a way And you pull all your strings to explain All the hurt that come out, But I doubt that'd I listen I just make up my mind with decisions Trying to break my tradition Do I want you or the attention? Smoke leave my breath and I'm lifted Do you get the message I've written? Sometimes I get bored and then distant Baby I'm sure to get distant I got these toxicish characteristics But darling I promise, I swear imma fix it It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that Distracts me, hope you won't distract me I think that, I think I, I think that I overthink almost like, everything Hope your patience ain't wearing thin Hope you ain't wearing anything Under them clothes Crazy my train of thought wander I know So do my eyes but I say that they don't Could you confide, do think that you won't Let down your guard, do you think that I'm on Something you prolly right Smoke leave my breath and I'm lifted Do you get the message I've written? Sometimes I get bored and then distant Baby I'm sure to get distant I got these toxicish characteristics But darling I promise, I swear imma fix it It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that Distracts me, hope you won't distract me I think that, I think I, I think I keep thinking bout you for a reason Maybe it's true, maybe you'd start to resent Me for the lack of love you'd be receiving I would repent, so you'd wonder like Steven Even if me and you were to work out Would I have regrets or would I have doubt I would have secrets to complain about Would you say then aloud? Would you listen? Smoke leave my breath and I'm lifted Do you get the message I've written? Sometimes I get bored and then distant Baby I'm sure to get distant I got these toxicish characteristics But darling I promise I swear imma fix it It's hard and I'm very aware of the shit that Distracts me, hope you won't distract me I think that...