hold, still

I'm sick of clinging I'd rather lay alone instead of dreaming I thought I'd be alright But never been so honest in my mind Though nothing's right Upon my sky At least I don't expect you to come by And nothing's close To feeling home Don't need someone to hold me when I'm gone Can't you see I'm still beneath Isn't it nice to feel all the same Despite all the time You wasted Don't need someone to call The more I see the less I seem to feel Cs I've been close To let you know I'm growing tired of questions in my soul Can't you see I'm still beneath Would my heart feel Quite empty From holding myself too close I would assume that we could be more But I'd rather feel just nothing Just nothing