Sobriety

Tired of thinking to myself Judging me oh I can tell Hate that I can't make you see Don't like that you can't trust me You don't see why this is right Putting me to sleep all night You don't think it's saving me Helping with anxiety Excuse me while I kiss the sky Don't want my life to be a lie See the vision from afar Tunnel vision here you are No depression will I face Making me feel out of place Spinning backwards in my head I can feel the dead I don't want to go Don't want to know Don't want to show I don't want to go Don't want to know Don't want to show Different feelings flowing through Hate the feeling just like you Want to be free all alone No one hating stay unknown I'm not going anywhere I don't get why you don't care Losing the sobriety Helps with your anxiety Living life with no regrets I'm just trying to forget No one here to make me feel How is this so unreal People put here to use me Given access to the key Spinning backwards in my head I can feel the dead I don't want to go Don't want to know Don't want to show I don't want to go Don't want to know Don't want to show