INTRINSIC AWARENESS

We trapping ourselves with a mind made weapon Leaves us in question, thoughts they digesting It's gon' be the one that's gon' take me to heaven Self centered tension, losing attention I'm left with no answers, man f*ck yo suggestions F*ck all these questions, find my connections A cold hearted nigga, man f*ck yo affections That hatred project, we somewhat connected? You don't see the hurt that you had been afflicting Hopes not convincing Been reminiscing Whenever we'd argue, we were contradicting Cesar for right now please no more committing Go write up new music, you know you submitting After this year, straight up life don't be hitting It's leaving us smitten It's leaving us smitten You don't know the hurt that you had been afflicting I tried, I tried To make things right I spread all my wings, I will take flight Yeah, Yeah... take flight Not talking no hate, I'm painting these pictures it's straight from my mental Don't try to be great, you are the seed to a flower You know life ain't gentle Most hearing this shit, then go telling stories, they walk around acting judgmental Yet they aren't fundamental Blaming you all, they're so temperamental You hate all my guts and it's so monumental Don't understand what's inside my mental This punch, this feel, I taste all the metal I might lose it all, but it's not too special The taste of cigarettes, the smell the breathe The nicotine, my guillotine Feels so pristine Again Yeah I tried, I tried, I tried Why, Why, Why, Why I did all I could to make it right Yeah, yeah Yeah