Alone

You take my soul away Everytime I turn around Another knife in my back And I bleed the Pain away And I know this isn't living I am slowly killing everything inside of me As  I'm losing everything but this doesn't trigger change No way! I want! I need! And I'll never let it go, I need this poison for the nothing in me I watch my future fade As my hope dies I'm unafraid Decisions I've made on my own Cause in the end, I die. Alone Not me. I'm so cold and dead inside Please tell me what is happening to me Feeling like I no longer care and your consequences mean nothing Don't speak. Cause nothing you could say would ever make me want to change No way!! I want! I need And I still can't let it go I need this poison for the nothing in me I watch my future fade As my hope dies I'm unafraid Decisions I've made on my own Cause in the end I die Alone I-i-i-i-iiiiiii I'm letting go of all the shit that's plagued my motherfucking life From all drugs, the pills and speed, that kept me fucking numb inside I wash the blood off of my back, remove the knives cause I've lost track Releasing victims from my rage Forgive them for mistakes they've made But there's a few I can't forgive like Mike and Julie, for what you did And that bitch motherfucker, I was just a kid Seven years of your beatings left me with this A deep seeded hate for you from every Bruise and fractured bone I beg that I can soon repay F*ck you Cesar! Die ALONE I watch my future fade As my hope dies I'm unafraid Decisions I've made on my own Cause in the end I die Alone