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Lately I've been starting to realize Maybe I'm addicted to potential If you ask, then I'll oblige I gotta know What you feel like What's the deal like? Let the cat out of the bag, call it a real night You and me order some drinks and keep it real light Close it out and make a move that's me in real time (ay) Maybe I got the dirty sheets (the dirty sheets?) But my conscience stayin' clean (so clean) It's stayin' clean (ah, ah) Humiliation's scared of me (scared of me?) Wasn't raised to be somebody that I ain't Okay, it took me A little bit of time, professional decline Not the greatest look, I ain't gonna lie There was Passive ideation inside of my own mind Maybe I'm not the one you need (the one you need?) So I killed off the old me (call that some exes) I had to bleed (what? ah) But I discovered I'm a king (that I'm a king) Workin' hard at building up my self-esteem (ooh, ah, ooh, ah) Lately I've been buying the whole town (Filling up a cart to save an empty heart) Making friends and talking about how I'm so much better I'm so much better now But is it really true if I'm still thinking of you? (The mirrored eyes are getting old, a window to the soul) The window is a loop, a city with a view (woah) There's one I haven't told you yet The motivation isn't in the validation Strangers aren't friends, uh, uh No Sweet, Sweet, you better not call me Act like you saw me, uh Bring it back around Uh, I'm searching all the wasted potential Got new contacts they're wasting up my storage and schedule I need new contacts I can't see the future in a haze When I'm blinded by the fiction of a love that lasts a day Maybe I got the dirty sheets But my conscience stayin' clean It's stayin' clean I'm building up my self-esteem Being everything but what you need (the love that lasts a day)