Highs in the Nights

I dropped the fourth one And I'm not coming around for a while It's time you fucked off Learn to skim this stone alone I'm feeling high, let go alone I'm on a high, a healthy dose I'm in the sky, trees and fields You're disappearing, evergreen in a dream We're having the best time, we're living forever I hope this isn't a dream And if I wake up, perception isn't true Whatever chemicals altering your point of view Is not an inverse , correlation of truth Today im dreading, oh oh, is this the morning I hope I'm dreaming, I feel Azrael in my room Nothing matters, when there's a smile on your face The good times roll when you stop counting the days I'm coming down, my wings are melting away I go to bed in the morning, I go to sleep in the day What's the use of the highs in the night, when I go to hell every day Struggling, I'm suffering in this world Can't find the meaning to the here and now I'm paranoid, need my daily dose of chemicals to feel joy I'm nothing, just a face in the dark I'm nothing I'm nothing, I'm just afraid of the dark I'm nothing