With my dying breath

Lately I've been here just counting the days Since you've been gone, I've been stuck in a haze Enter depression as you slip away Falling apart on my conscience it weights I thought that I had it, just not what it takes Thinking in detail of every mistake I'm sorry I know there's so many I made But you weren't a saint even if you believe it Why would you say it if you didn't mean it Never reflect because you're so conceded I wish I had seen it Wish words didn't hurt but yours tore me to pieces I almost jumped and you were the reason You told me I should and my god I believed it Think its time that I leave it You cant stab me again because now I would see it Eyes always open there's no more deceiving I wanted your love, but you know what just keep it You take it I'm leaving I'm drawing a line and I'm calling it know I hope it feels better with out me around. Slip slowly but surely know I'm coming down Your just saving your self know I'm glad you got out Think I was in love with the pain Slowly you withered away Never will we be the same But I guess that its better this way Lately I've been here just counting the days Since you've been gone, I've been stuck in a haze Enter depression as you slip away Falling apart on my conscience it weights I thought that I had it, just not what it takes Thinking in detail of every mistake I'm sorry I know there's so many I made Things I cant change that left you with pain You cant stab me again because now I would see it Eyes always open there's no more deceiving I wanted your love, but you know what just keep it You take it I'm leaving I'm drawing a line and I'm calling it know I hope it feels better with out me around. Slip slowly but surely know I'm coming down Your just saving your self know I'm glad you got out Cant seem to reach what you expected of me Put a hole through my heart and forever it bleeds Still thinking of you makes me fall to my knees The room starts to spin and I feel so week The pain only grows I got knots in my chest I'll be thinking of you when I take my last breath Ill always love you and hold these regrets Till the outline my body and leave me to rest I've been so lost since you last texted me Stay in my bed and keep falling asleep I only see you inside of my dreams This world is so awful I just want to leave This world is so awful I just want to leave This world is so awful I just want to leave Cant stab me again because now I would see it Eyes always open there's no more deceiving I wanted your love, but you know what just keep it You take it I'm leaving I'm drawing a line and I'm calling it know I hope it feels better with out me around. Slip slowly but surely know I'm coming down Your just saving your self know I'm glad you got out