NUMB

I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry but nowadays I hold back And it's something That I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself Has My heart stopped? I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I can't feel nothing am numb, question myself Has my heart stopped? I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself, has my heart stopped My block hold down three five and glock no kick off, feds raid in the hot spots Ducking low from undercover, cuz cuz there's more cops More time they got scopes and you getting clocked No time for these, cuz cuz I'm getting watched No witnesses in my circle, seeing people dropped Little brother you don't understand this life that I live Nobody got my back so I do it on my one trying to stay away from the evil one Trying to make a record sales, and some single songs Speaking to my peers, I shed so many tears got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry but nowadays I hold back, and it's something That I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself Has my heart stopped? I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I can't feel nothing am numb, question myself, has my heart stopped I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself Has my heart stopped? Telling me who the bigger man was, definitely my pops Had to serve the block with some single shots Seeing people's hearts stop in the storm, minds are getting lost Overcome the problems at all costs they don't know how it feel to live a life as an ex-con It's hard to keep your head up stay strong and carry on I was serving shots, bare face with no belly on So the judge gave me twice, three years I'm sorry for the crimes I committed in past years I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry but nowadays I hold back And it's something That I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself Has my heart stopped I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I can't feel nothing am numb, question myself has my heart stopped I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I feel nothing am numb, question myself, has my heart stopped Them days as a child, running from the cops No deal, got the trap line off Things are getting hot, on the block they got me boxed, so many children are raised poor So the cycle of crime will never stop Sleepless nights in the bandow, cutting rocks 6am, no stores are open but you got to open up the shop Just to give a man what he wants, I come from a place Children are raised poor, so they bagging dots And the boys are getting locked up, so the soldier is tying knots So don't ask why kids turn into grown men losing plots What's life without freedom? when time is the only thing you got People are getting life for taking lives, in my eyes I only see pain Knowing that I was born to die Once they were living but now they gone They were all once living but now they gone I shed so many tears, got so many reasons to cry Nowadays I hold back, it's something that I can't drop I feel nothing am numb and I don't question myself, has my heart stopped I shed so many