Something To Live For (feat. Nasty)

I was living a lie I didn't know if I was going to get by I'm getting real tired of feeling shy There's so much I wanna do before I die Now I need to get out of my head Cause this weight on my body feels more heavy than lead I gotta pave my own path ahead Cause my way is the only one that I will tread It's time to move on Before the rest of my life has moved on There's already so much time that's gone I really hope that this my new dawn New dawn You ain't got me really feeling headstrong Like Malcom in the middle except its really gone wrong Like my vision it was 2020 Looking to the future like WHO is petty New jobs, (just as shitty) New people, (who are they) New style Is it working cause I was doubting the doubters and now I'm doubting the doubt in my head that's telling me 'what if this wasn't why I was born and bred?' Someone tell me how I'd made it barely passable Sick of watching someone else make the impossible Just make your own way, Go and be director in your very own play I finally feel like I've something to live for now No more 'wait til' I'm older' Now that I know that I won't back down My ideas are getting bolder I just hope that I don't fall Cause I'm so good at falling Just need that something to live for now No more 'wait til' it's over' I'll know the feeling when I feel it Getting on like you just passed me a milli Not that I'm known, I'll still have grown I'll know I'm going, when I have my people people telling me I've changed Odds are I'll still be the same People from old walks telling me I'm fucking lame Yeah I get it, you don't get it and but I'm not drop in therapist Got a busy schedule I don't got time to explain Got to learn you just can't step up quick You got to work and work and work even if it seems like you Aren't really getting nothing out of it Trust the process and all that other corny shit No one here ever seen me drop a hit, Not yet but I've been on that underground shit, Need for speed, I got a need for need, got a feel my feet, drop a gear and disappear then reappear on your Instagram feed You don't need no one else Cause every little thing you need you can find in yourself People say you can't do this you cant do that Those people taking the piss man f*ck that This isn't what anyone expects of me I'll work on my craft to the nth degree When this goes well do you know what I'll be A miracle man, just call me Oliver tree I need to remember how far I've come From always in bed to writing this song Yeno what? It hasn't been long I just need to realize that I am strong Yeah its my time I finally know what to do with my life I got a feeling that I will be fine I'm on a rise, not a decline I finally feel like I've something to live for now No more 'wait til' I'm older' Now that I know that I won't back down My ideas are getting bolder I just hope that I don't fall Cause I'm so good at fallin' Just need that something to live for now No more 'wait til' it's over' I finally feel like I've something to live for now No more 'wait til' I'm older' Now that I know that I won't back down My ideas are getting bolder I just hope that I don't fall Cause I'm so good at fallin' Just need that something to live for now No more 'wait til' it's over'