Recollection

Im not answering no messages I'm trying to stay on point I'm locked in 24 hours speak until I lose my voice Told myself I'm not gon' slow down till I'm hopping out a Royce Only gave myself one option and I took it with no choice Too much on my mind at one time I'm trying to block it out Opened my creative side so every chance I'm popping out Soon as I started school again I really thought about dropping out I don't like to work a job I can't wait till I'm clocking out If you ain't talking bags then what really is there to talk about If you don't get the picture then I'm sorry imma crop you out Old friends see me winning man I guarantee they plotting now Best believe we loaded so I dare you try to stop it now These hoes trying get at me for good reasons man I doubt it She really the type that I can do better without Remember I was this and that and now my name all in her mouth Back then she ain't want me now she trying to see what I'm about Things change since I started I noticed A lot of shit ain't work so I took different approaches Wouldn't no one help me out when I was down at my lowest All of a sudden niggas know me and they claim they closest I can't let that shit faze me now I'm just trying to stay focused Always expecting the worst so I can't show no emotion I could get past that the only thing I'm doing is growing So I think it's about time I start to put shit in motion I feel like I was chosen I'm not putting in that work unless I'm getting paid to I'm not walking in unless it's money in the same room Whenever it's something for me nobody ever came through If you built for this then I guess you don't need no one to save you Comfortable without others cause they don't do nothing but brake you They put effort into downing instead of trying to make you You can help out if you want but I really can't make you I just need a real one I don't care how long it take you Broken heart could fix a broken heart if I'm in pain too Why won't I reach out for help I guess I was afraid to No ain't no more looking back I'm just trying to escape through I just want to fix everything that I left unstable Way too late to turn back, everything I made I earned that Never let in when I met you that's exactly how I learned that Do better they say you switched up, man where you heard that Never switched I just made improvements I can confirm that