ANXIETY FREESTYLE

Hey, it's Max Raps Beat Productions for Ynkee Beats Man, let me talk to y'all for a second This ain't no song, this is a.. It's a freestyle And I'm talking about what's going on inside my head So maybe people can understand me a little bit better But if you relate to this, let me know Everyday is just an anxiety attack I don't know what to do when it gets in my mind And it get in my head too much I'm in my head way too much Way too much My girlfriend don't even understand But I can't expect her to I'm going to therapy, I wish someone could help me Going to therapy, thinking she can help me Going to therapy, thinking she can help me Going through therapy, thinking she can help me Used to take pills all night long Till I was throwing up Now I'm smoking all night long Choking on a bong I don't really know what's going on for long I don't really know what's going on for long I'm sorry baby that I hurt you I don't really know what to do with my own really fucking feelings I don't really know how to do this Because my head's like a board That shit is a mess My head's like my womb That shit is a mess I don't really know how to do this like that I'm not really that good at freestyle But I'ma do my thing I'ma do that shit I'ma marry to the game I'ma put words in a ring I love my girlfriend I wish people would understand that and leave me the f*ck alone It's because y'all don't like her Don't gotta make you make me don't like her I don't really know why y'all tryna do that shit Because y'all need to leave me alone Get out of my zone Or I'll turn this to a bombing zone Like kamikaze Yeah she got a miyagi I whoop your ass like Mr. Miyagi Y'all remember when I said that On the track I'ma get it right back I'ma snap it back in track Like a pen P-I-M-P That's not me I don't really know what to say But her name is M-I-A I don't really know how to do it with all this traction Yeah Taking my brain Subtract it from my heart I don't really know the x to the square to this complication But every life is complicated I don't really know how to do it like that I don't really know how to freestyle like that Yeah Rest in peace Juice WRLD You really gave me the inspiration to make a song like that I don't really know how to do it like that Y'all really been saying my songs are wack But yeah I'ma do it like that I'ma do it like that Ay Ay Ay I never really freestyled before in my life But I'ma do this shit like Cause that girl is my wife I'm going to therapy so I can be the base man for her I don't really know how to do this shit I'm working out everyday Just stay alive Taking perks online I don't really know what to do Smoking cigarettes just to feel alright That's cardiac arrest That's cancer in the chest I'ma do this shit I'ma Aquarius I just wanna love my girl for the rest of my life Have a little girl in a big gold house And then a club meet I don't really know But I want everybody just to know me Yeah It's Max Shout out to my dad For You know Raising me up the way he did Tough love Really You know Showed me how the world works And I appreciate that F*ck it Heh Yeah I just wanna go to therapy so I can be a better man Going to therapy Just so I can be a better man Trying to get a better plan Like Batman I don't really know how to do this This ain't got all nights Cause I'ma do this Like Batgirl Deadshot Red Hood I don't really know how to do this So I pull my hood up And Move in Freestyle baby Huh