Better Days

I'm calling you Hey, it's me. I mean, you know that I know I keep calling and texting I don't mean to be annoying, but this is me trying I don't know if or when you'll ever call me back But I'll keep trying I don't know what else you expect me to do I hope you're listening to this all the way through I don't really know where to start And I don't want to say the wrong thing I know it won't mean anything unless it's coming from the heart, so.. It'll be hard, but I'll leave you alone If you don't want to try to fix this, then I have to respect your wishes I'll forever regret what I did So, I guess I just wanted you to know that I'm sorry The end of our relationship wasn't truly your fault It was both of ours It was me getting mad and you taking my shit It was only yesterday when I was yours and you were mine I never imagined that we'd be going our separate ways Yeah, leaving one another behind I never thought I'd say this, but I love you and goodbye Let us forget about our past when we thought relationships would last Pretend it never happened It seems that the good things aren't meant to last forever I understand that you're hurt, but so am I I wear this mask in my disguise to hide my hidden pain To express our love and the joy we have for each other But the broken promises don't haunt me every time But I still learn to see the bigger picture But the fame's broken and our love is a curse You're the knife or the old purse and you stabbed me So cherish every moment that we have while it may last We may never forget, but our love is really worth it Let us be patient and see what you and I really deserve Take this time apart to search deep down in your heart what drove our love apart Just so you can see you'll always and forever remain in my heart But for now you can walk your own path and I can walk mine Take it in every sound and smile and touch I know it wasn't much, but I enjoyed your presence though I don't ask for much, but lately you've been distant, acting different It's like your love for me is non-existent I could play this game if I wasn't broken Hearts beat fast Stomach hurts Feels like I'm choking I don't have the time, no patience to be second best Nonetheless, thought we'd be happy, but we never progressed You left me depressed and stressed Thoughts of house arrest just to please you I am fabled, but I do lie to avoid your disappointment in me Yet I still try I give you all I can, but I gain nothing in return So f*ck you, let the relationship burn Let's talk about pain for a second, babe Since you never fuckin' noticed, I smile through the tough times You know when I open up to you, I tell you how I feel What a noise when I keep this up Decided to make me feel like it's my fault, like I'm the problem Yet it's you, you hypocritical bitch Had the feeling that you would switch You're speaking nonsense All I do is try to please you and try my hardest I clearly, to invest, say no longer do you want me I hate you so I'm gone, but I love you regardless I'll go back to being a fish in the sea Maybe I'll find the one that actually fits me Hey, I read your, I heard your message I'm just not ready to get back into our relationship the way it was I mean, my heart's still hurting from what happened