Changes

I'm going through changes, but I swear I'm the same Could you show me some patience along the way I'm going through changes, but I swear I'm the same Could you show me some mercy, if it's not too strenuous Sleepless beats Yeah, I've been beat up, chewed up, spit out, beaten and abused I've been lied to, treated dumb, my mind's fucked up and I'm screwed I'm tired of the fake shit, fake love, fake friends, I'm tired of it all I'm not suicidal, but I'm tired of my life, yeah I like getting fucked up to have my pain, I swear it's insane I fake a smile to my friends, don't ask why you never happy Life beat me up, kill me when I'm down, it sucks cause no one ever around Talk about the sad shit, mentally bad shit, this life drives me batshit I'm going crazy, writing these raps, going crazy Writing these raps, going crazy, yeah Just thinking about me and my baby, yeah 99 on my wrist, please don't twist it, I'm a king, no I won't be no peasant Open my heart, girl, like a present Last girl beat me up, no I won't hit her Yeah, she a ho, shit, I won't miss her I need some patience, along the way I'm going through changes, gonna switch my decisions Could you show me some mercy, if I start to stray Sleepless beats She a ho, won't miss her Lay down, talking like a man but I'm dead inside I've been chewed up, spit out Beaten and abused, I've been lied to Cheated on, my mind's fucked up and I'm screwed I'm tired of the fake shit, fake love, fake friends I'm tired of it all, I'm not suicidal But I'm just tired of my life Along the way Along the way Along the way I thought I was finished But I'm still alive I'm going through changes I'm going through changes Could you show me some patience Along the way I'm going through changes I swear I'm the same Could you show me some mercy If I start to stray